Mai 2013
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Favorite Way to Start the Day
Text message from a certain 15 year old telling me that she doesn’t trust me anymore because I didn’t tell her that me and S. are together… Even though we’re not “officially” boyfriend/girlfriend. You know, because when you’re 27 and 31, you don’t actually ask questions like you did in eighth grade. Plus, you know, there’s life experience and exes that come along with everything. Fuck.
Like....
Yogurt that Is Frozen
Not to be confused with frozen yogurt, the delicious treat.
I wanted some yogurt this morning, but our refrigerator is so damn cold that it basically freezes everything on the top shelf. So, I opened it up, and there was a layer of ice blocking me from the yogurt.
When I finally got to it, I found the yogurt had frozen. It was not like eating frozen yogurt as I hoped it would be. Nope.
I was...
Good Morning, World.
S. broke up with his girlfriend (maybe I mentioned this already). I feel weird about this. I know he didn’t break up with her for me. (I hope.)
I have really strong feelings for him, and I don’t know what to do about it.
He’s coming here on Tuesday so we can “talk.” I’m not sure what exactly is going to happen. No, talk is not a euphemism for sex…
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What a Mess
So last week, S. told me that he was in an open relationship with another girl. I’m glad he told me that before anything more intimate happened between us. However, I am not really pleased at the situation. It’s actually really disappointing because he started the relationship on false premises, which I honestly do not really consider to be lying 100%. It’s a huge grey area for...
April 2013
59 Einträge
Going to Class Is Totally Overrated
What makes it even worse is that I have teaching experience, so I tend to question the instructor’s teaching methods when the class is boring. When they’re bad, I just end up really frustrated because I realize that I could probably do better.
The instructor for the class I have next is terrible. His classes are like a conversation with himself, and he stares off into the back corner...
If you think this isn't sexy, then I probably hate... →
itchiki:
asperat:
carboghan:
Opposite to media’s perception of being “sexy”
But still, this is my type of girl.
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lol they’re so fat. how is this sexy xD
^ are you fucking stupid. They’re miles sexier than your skinny ass.
Can we please stop the hate towards all body types? Yes, these women are beautiful. (Although the red leggings were not the best...
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Another Date Night Coming Up
So I’ve finally taken the next step and invited Internet Guy (From now on: S.) over to my apartment for a movie night. Squeee!
I love talking to him and spending time with him. I just feel really good about this thing. He really seems to be doing the pursuing, and I’m okay with that. I’m not too much of a modern woman to not enjoy it when a man buys me dinner or opens the...
Date Night!
New date! Same guy! Wooooo hoooo!
Man, I like this guy a lot.
My logic class is in a chemistry lab…
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The Body Image Debate (possible ED triggers)
You guys, I really have to get something off my chest. I also really hope that this post doesn’t trigger anyone, but I always err on the side of caution. So second trigger warning here.
Today on campus, I saw several girls wearing pants that just did not fit and were not flattering to their figure. I’m really generally pretty liberal when it comes to wearing what you feel comfortable...
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Crushing
Hard. Like woah. Trying not to get in over my head here, but I am way excited for date three.
I sort of feel like I just kind of want to run with it and be absolutely head over heels. I’m too old to be that naive, but this is a nice excited feeling.
Today I’m supposed to go help clean the garden… I don’t want to fucking clean the garden. It’ll be good for me to get up and move around. I’ve been so tired lately. I’m thinking that activity might help with that. Maybe relieve some stress.
I’m going to go get that gym membership I’ve been talking about and just go. It’ll be good for me....
Mom vs. Lufthansa Website
My mom just successfully booked tickets to Germany to visit me.
Listening to her talk to the website and book the tickets was entertaining.
I wish I could have recorded it.
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Unfuck Your Habitat: Why I Love UFyH →
theawesomesauce93:
They yell at you if you need motivation. Sometimes all we need is a kick in the pants to get our shit done.
But they don’t yell at you unless you ask. Like, nothing drives me up the wall faster than people giving advice that was not asked for. And UFyH doesn’t play…
UFYH has helped me a lot in this way, too. I only do what I can each day, and it helps me stay focused...
Reset
So you know how I was feeling really numb a few weeks ago? I’m having feelings again, which is really nice. The feelings I’m having are generally pretty positive; they are also just neutral feelings. But they are feelings nonetheless. That’s good.
I honestly think I needed something really bad or really good to happen to sort of restart my emotions. The event just happened to...
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More News
So Fancy Private University (where I work) is still facing financial problems. In fact, there was an article about the school in a very famous magazine here… That’s never good…
My boss said that they were busy trying to save the school. Great. So basically I might not have a job soon?
My students are working on a vocabulary review today, and right now, I’m bored.
