I really miss my grandma.
I am so upset that I could puke. But I will keep calm and carry on. And on Monday and Tuesday, I will fill the role of the daughter and granddaughter that everyone expects me to be. Never mind what I need.
My grandma died today. I miss her already.
My grandma is dying.
I am covered in two days worth of sunscreen, and I still have sand between my toes. My hair is disgusting. My shoulders and the backs of my legs sting with a minor sunburn. I have beach hair - smelling of the lake, blown by the wind, and unbrushed. I am hesitant to shower because I will wash all this off. I will wash the weekend off. I took Zoe and went up north this weekend to take a mini...
I just experienced some Pure Michigan. Ahhhhhh.
The only way out is through.– Robert Frost (via quote-book)
So. I’ve had some time to think. I’ve had a phone call with a fabulous friend (who also spent an hour talking to me sitting in my car last night). There is a lot going on in my life. Remember how my sister has cancer? Well, she went for a PET (positron emission tomography) scan last week and found out yesterday that it’s not gone. It is significantly smaller, but it is still...
I literally have NO idea how I’m going to make it through the rest of this summer. What I thought was my foundation was pulled out from under me. And I am sort of on my own now. Not really on my own, but I am working on building a new foundation. This is not easy. My chest hurts and my hands and feet are tingling. I am going to keep breathing.
Tonight, Dad came to visit and bring me some stuff. Then he took me out to dinner. We’re better again. We talked a lot about Grandma and Grandpa. I vented a little about my great aunt (grrr), and we had just an overall good talk. I feel like I am distancing from some of my good friends. A friend that I’ve had since I was 16 came to visit with his boyfriend on Friday, and it was good...
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I’ve searched on tumblr (perhaps in the wrong places), and I cannot find how to get those lovely world cup flags on your profile picture. Would someone be kind enough to help me out?
Sorry Socceroos, Germany wins. I love Germany and German soccer. :) Auf geht’s Deutschland!
Why does it smell like pot outside the apartment?
Auf geht's Deutschland!
Thanks for forgetting about me.
My grandma is in the hospital because she had a stroke, and my sister and I are on Grandma Watch tonight to give my parents a break. They have both been taking turns staying here, and they’re just too exhausted, so Rachel and I are here. We’re going to share the terribly uncomfortable window seat and maybe try to get some sleep. Grandma keeps trying to get out of bed, but she is...
Oh Wait. It IS Still 2010.
Well, yesterday at 2:30a, my grandma had a stroke. It wasn’t a huge major stroke, but it was still a stroke. She’s in the hospital and will have to have rehab. Ugh. She’s not going to go home again. One more house to clean out. I think I’m going home on Friday night to see her. After spending Christmas in the hospital with Rachel, I am not a fan of the hospital. Before,...